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I’ve been navigating some fairly heavy grief these last few moons. My emotional, mental and
physical realms have been in overdrive! It has required a next level kind of holding for myself, as
I swim through my internal landscape of Loss; Pain; and Grief. Holding that this too shall pass;
and that the only way out, is through feeling it all.

The Fallout

In reflection I remember this time two years ago, when everything I valued and loved fell out of my life:

My home
My job
My children
My beloved man

I chose to accept the situation I found myself in and trusted that there was meaning behind my
loss. This gave me the strength to begin on the road towards rebuilding and creating a life that felt more substantial, desirable and aligned. All the while, avoiding the immense pain I felt inside from having to lose so much, all at once, to do it.

A Mentor Manifests...

During a recent group chat with a mentor, who opened up our wisdom call by speaking to the
grief he had been feeling within, a...

The past 6 years have been immense! How did I get here?! Why am I here?! The great cycle of life. The weaving of the threads. The movement of the planets. And the atoms. Merkabah. Lemniscate. Life force. Soul weavings. Journeys within and without. Physical existence. Our beautiful garden of Eden, Mother Earth. Gaia. Oceans. Whales!

Truth & Untruth

Making sense of it all! Is that possible? Descend. Immerse into the body. Into the soma of the situation. The truth of our senses. Being human. Being a part of it. Sovereignty. There are things that have anchored me whilst exploring these realms. Making discoveries that drop in and help to make sense of it all. Surrounded always by signs and omens! A love of astrology has helped. Matched by a deep sense of connection and thankfully grace.

Lilith, Saturn and Dear Neptune

The grand theme of seemingly opposing forces in my astrology placements. This has only really come into my awareness in the past eight months or so. Sitting in the k...

Within just a few days after this New Moon a bunch of courageous Amazonian Arts sisters will come together to sit in sacred ceremony. The ceremony ground is nestled within the most stunning natural environment amongst ancient giant Grass Trees, beautiful Banksias, scented Tea Trees and an mighty gnarly Gum Tree, that feels like the guardian of this hollowed ground. The ceremony will call us to descend into the dark womb of Mother Earth to die a little death and be reborn a truer version of ourselves.

What is it that will die in this process?

Since incarnating into our human existence in our mother’s womb, we start a process of armouring ourselves with stories and believes, that in our egoic mind start replacing the essence of who we truly are. Each story or belief that our ego holds about ourselves has become a reality that can hold us back from feeling truly alive, knowing that there must be more to life, than surviving in the rat race. And even more so it can prevent us from ste...